Honestly, I act out - violently and emotionally hurting those around me - just to see if I can push them to hurt me back. I want someone to beat me, make me cry and beg. Nothing sexual - I just want someone to tell me I’m a low life piece of shit.
95._ I like to give my friends bad advice but in a seemingly nice way. It’s not that I want to see them fail, I just want to succeed first. _ http://confessionsofafuckedupperson.tumblr.com/
- I welcome the anorexia. I know how much it hurts people but I don’t care. It is my best friend and that thought doesn’t even scare me anymore.
93. It scares me how sadistic I am. how at times, I find people being in pain, amusing. I worry, I might be a monster.
92._ I said I threw the ring in the ocean, but I still have the ring you gave me when you proposed._
91. _Purging gives me a high,no other drug can substitute _
90. Before my boyfriend saved my life, and grasped me. I hate him for that.
89. The only thing keeping me from not cutting myself right now is the fact my boyfriend loves me, and I couldn’t imagine him coming home and finding me like that.
88. i just wish you would have told me.
87. I fucking hate everything; But I want so bad to be known as the girl that’s always happy. That’s why I pretend. Why cant someone realize every time I breathe my chest hurts.
86. Everything is starting to freak me out.
from picking out cellphones, thinking did i pick a good one, is it right for me.
To spending my money, thinking is this a good choice, will i have enough later, should i do this.
I always question myself, I just can’t do anything right.
and i hate it
85. Baby, I’m just wondering how long its going to take for you to notice, that I need you to fix me.
Anonymous asked: This blog would be great except it uses incorrect grammar, punctuation, and capitalization. Your is not the same as you're. As in, #67 YOU'RE too late.
I can’t spell or use correct grammar, punctuation, and capitalization. I can’t hardy speak English and its my first and only language. This reply had so many auto correction, its embarrassing.
